let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

was looking through my quiet time diary and came across this page that i wrote earlier this year.
i'm thankful for:
-ants that reminds me to keep my room clean
-for seemingly wasted efforts in my studies to remind me that i'm not in control
-an irritating sister to help me grow in love
-fats that reminds me i'm well-fed
-piles of work to do that reminds me that i'm a student,with God's purpose
-friends who are superficial that reminds me that only relationships based on God last
-meagre allowance that reminds me i'm just a steward not the owner
-clothes that's a little tight fitting which reminds me that i'm given more to eat each day.
-a mother who seems to be going through menopause everyday to warn me to be a consistent mother to my children
-not having been in a relationship before that i can give my best to my husband.
-lousy results that i have the biggest room for improvement
-traffic jams that i have more time to communicate with God in the midst of my busy day
-always having people better which reminds me that i can never be superior.
-stomachaches that reminds me not to fall into gluttony.haha
-being able to be myself that i'm exempted from being compared to the world's standard.
come to think of it, if we choose to be thankful, there are really so much to be thankful for...

oh and the hope hong kong people are so so so cool!! they were like so enthu so youthful so open and just so cool! hah though the cantonese lyrics they sang didnt really flow with the song very well, but they are just so cool. am so gonna visit hope hk when i get back there.

responded to the faith breakthrough today.the goals seem so scary..like SO scary.but well,that just goes to show my God is real big! hannah n mel! when i go onto the stage to share about my SIX As,must make the mic loud loud with very nice sound k!hee

[i promise you,the answer will come. hold onto patience and watch for the sign.everything in its time..]-corrine may,everything in its time

i feel that i've been running away,perhaps too afraid to face it,or perhaps too ashamed to.tried to make the decision to overcome it,but i guess failure is a reminder to depend on God.

to all the people in my life who bring me laughter,joy,pain,sadness,struggles...you are an angel God chose to play an important role in my story,thank you for being part of my life:p

Soared at 8/13/2005 10:37:00 PM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

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(c) 2006 EMILY.