let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

i have so many things that i wanna share, about the most imperfect life led by a perfect person.

had our very own central ah-mah retreat or rather unit caregroup on monday at choonie's house. it was soo funny! its been so long that we laughed so much, so loud, so disgracefully. had pizza and most of us conceived yet another baby,for me,it's the 11th one.hehe.heard about the most funny story of the year,about kelly eating her pisai and kelly sticking out her tongue in place of a mother tongue book and kelly's answered prayer for a bar of left over chocolate. i cant think of any other people to spend national day with.(haha xiao yuan's gonna jump with fury if she reads this)

went swimming today with my 'ever-so-healthy' sheep,friend,study mate and listening ear angelina! and God blessed us with an 'oh-so-quiet-and-empty' pool.heh heh. and i almost forgot how to wear my swimming suit after a long time of slacking.hehe. anyway the main point.after our swim,we rested as the side as usual to chat. and suddenly! this real muscular UNCLE whispered beside me'excuse me'.. i got a shock n nearly jumped up.n guess what! he started to correct my freestyle with a real gentle tone..oh man,i was pretty touched, really, nowadays in this kind of self-centred and 'as long as i'm alright' society, who would care about whether your free style's correct?

have been praying alot for all my breakthroughs and i'm struggling so much in setting goals for my physical breakthrough.haha is indeed hard to break through from my 'never lose weight before' record.and the thing is that the project lasts for 21 months! oh man.....................

ca**y and ch**nm**, i miss you both, so much.always in my prayers.

Soared at 8/10/2005 06:06:00 PM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

credits for the layout
(c) 2006 EMILY.