let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

[if you don't know where you went wrong,you cant go right]-ms suzanna ho..

this last sentence kind of struck me..so many times that we know distictively we are dry inside,faraway from God and faraway from the lavishing grace.and we always just wait..wait n wait n wait.without checking through if our heart is e one not right?

was thinking about this peaceful yet exciting life thing..(not sure if peaceful is e right word to use though) haz. my life may not be filled with lotsa real exciting activities like going zoo..dating or whatsoever..but i just feel that my life is so exciting, so many ups and downs, so many 'oh!s' after each invaluable lesson learnt,and so much joy when Dad had guided me through yet another crisis.

i'm never deprived of the priviledge to know Him more each day,the reminders that simply sink into my heart,and the lessons that indelibly imprinted themselves in my memories.all these are the foundation of the forth coming breakthrough.

and opps! i just realized this is so winnie-centred.im just all talking about winnie's life,winnie's feelings and winnie's thots.winnie and winnie and winnie...but well, i know He has His own personal blog for me thats even more winnie centred that this winnie centred blog.:)

had yet another enjoyable meet with shirls.she never fails to dig out things from my life,struggles,joy,needs....and she always pays for the unhealthy food in macs.shirls! if u r reading this,wanna tell u that i really appreciate you for being so transparent about you life.even your deep struggles.thank you for your love that flows out from your speech!it never fail to make me feel valued.

we were talking about the hk people today also.n e younger girls are pretty funny.they call daniel cheah dan-dan(high pitched and dangerously 'dere') and they call dennis "dennis daddy"..!!? awe-strucked.but well they are still real cool people to me,so impressed by their mandrin and english.

roughly have a plan for who to take advantage from in my preparation for exams! this is e cool thing abt being in a church man.:)
eng:....hmm hehe maybe i'll write compos and ask puay to help me mark on e spot:p
maths:haha none other that angelina man,so pro and so pro
accounts:eva!!
chem:shuyi..
higher chinese: haha maybe xiu hui.hez

wah is quite exciting,gonna go dating with different people with a cool motivation. and im so gonna slowly drift myself away from tuition. its getting more n more useless.the unseriousness,slowness,irresponsibility and e worse is e flirtings with my sis. how did i actually had him for A YEAR?!*pukes*

okok is late,n i wanna study more..but the spirit is willing the body is weak...
God! cant wait for the personal touch you gonna gimme.waiting for ya!oh i mean earnestly seek you as well..hehe

Soared at 8/18/2005 12:02:00 AM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

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