let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

dont forget the power of words...
no matter good or bad,positive or negative,kind or sacarstic..they make an impact.
during devotion,mr ng shared abt how he was touched by a card his student wrote to him on teachers' day,he appreciated it much so he laminated it and put it on his desk..to remind himself to continue doing what he is doing.the card reads:
'you share about God's power and reality in your life in a special way, always amazed at how God actually speaks to me through your sharings,i guess that's anointing?'......roughly like that.
and that student in me.
never knew what i scribbled in the middle of night could mean so much to Him..and of course, God used his devotions to remind me to exercise my gift..the gift of encouragement..felt real bored for the last 2 days after the prelims..but it didnt come across my mind that hey! use your time to encourage affirm and make a difference to people's life through all these!..its never too late.but will always regret if i procratinate and end up not doing it .

feel abit messy inside..dont have very good feelings about tmr's praise and worship session during chapel..simply because i will sing out of tune like mad! yeah it keep coming to me that the only audience of my praise and worship is God..but well,i'm still a sinner,i still feel insecure about my incapabilities. the spirit keep prompting me that its time to put my complete trust in God,for no matter how it will turn out..God is in control.some email again reminded me that there's no such thing as coincidental..so im not in this by chance..it's God.

yeah i feel better after typing all this and be very truthful with my feelings..amazed at how God assures me. cant say that tmr will turn out perfectly well, but no matter how bad it may be..God is the same..yesterday..today ..and forever..:p

[you are my strength and portion forever]

Soared at 9/22/2005 07:01:00 PM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

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