let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

wanted to blog about the real funny thing that happened yesterday..but it no longer excite my heart and slowly slipping away too. but to keep it short...me n yuan nearly set the school on fire...

anyway its a great encounter once again..it's never too late,never too early.just nice God!everything just falls in place so nicely,just in the way i needed it.nearly forgot about his love..till ting reminded me about it.looking at how divine my exams are,how timely he send people like shuyi and angelina into my life to encourage me..how he speaks and reminds me of his faithfulness through tiny little things happening in my life...

do most people behave differently with different people?do people initiate fellowship only when its convenient and comfortable?i dont want to be soo used to the ideal relational skills that i lose my real self, that i dont even realize which is my real self.maybe i should search for it,but maybe i should leave it this way,maybe my real self will take the shape of it.

dreamt about ting and sandy last night,waking up missing the fun we used to have,so real with each other and laughter never seems to leave us whenever we gather together.dont get to relate with them very much nowadays..or have i been isolating myself from many many friends around me? i dont know...but i'm most greatful to God for such good friends who wld spot cheapskate stuff with me and behave like real aunties with me..thankew aunty ting and aunty sandy!

Lord i've come to know
the weaknesses i see in me
will be stripped away
by the power of your love.

thankew for showing me my weaknesses,thankew for beliving in me,thankew for giving me the strength to carry on.....

Soared at 9/10/2005 10:55:00 PM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

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