Friday, January 20, 2006
Dad's so cute,he answers prayers in a special way..that tickles me to laughter and once more added on gratitude in my heart..
faced lotsa temptations in school,physical attractions,emotional attractions and sinning of the eye.felt SO! uncomfortable with the eye contacts i make with ppl ard,felt uneasy,and probably insecure.so that night i prayed:God! discipline my eyes!so that i wont look at things that distract me.haha and God was very cute,the next day He made me so sleepy and eyes so puffy that i dont even wanna look at anyone..haha..so that day i sinned the least with my eye. :P
talked to gwen just now..think she's e only one in pj who knows abt my insecurity issues:) and she helped me so much as i try to overcome! dont get to meet or talk to her much but she somehow is special to me.very sweet and gentle.
hmm i guess i was too judgemental..i was trying so hard to guard my heart that i turned too extremem..that made me very dao and unfriendly!hopefully my girlfriends wont be too scared of me.haha and i realize why i treat different guys differently now!as we meet more ppl,we'll know for ourselves which type of guys are the ones that i will like and which ones i wont..haha..if jackson knows why im exceptionally friendly to him he'll definitely be heartbroken..haha
i dont like the way she does things,the way she complaints and the way she speaks..i just cant agree.n she's mad that i dont respond the way she wants me to.do i love her still? yes i do..i still love her.
still trusting in your perfect plan.....
for all you've done
for all your're going to do
we give you praise
and we lift our eyes to you
we give thanks
we give praise
for we know that all things work together
for our good.
yes for our good...its gonna be tough...but you're gonna make it easy for me as long as i pursue you with all of me.right? :)
Soared at 1/20/2006 07:12:00 PM