let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

today was well spent! went swimming in the morning..actually not very morning..ahah spent some time with my lover first.
n its set,'no bible,no breakfast' shall never take breakfast without having my bible infront of me. since breakfast is enjoyable,it shld be done with something worth the enjoyment.
then went to meet jinqi and we shopped at bugis village!i was totally auntie while going ard saying everything's expensive.haz.jinqi bought all that she needed! under her budget! and its very good,she knows what are her needs and what are her wants.then we sat down at bugis cafe,to rest to eat and the best part,to talk.the food was cheap,it was great,e soup was nice,but garlic muffins not so,however,the talk was the best of all.enjoy talking to jinqi alot.she listens and knows when to come in.she never forgets to encourage while reminding me facts and principles.i want more of such talks!
then we continued to walk..n i saw a very ultra super duper nice and sweet skirt! its pink and its very sweet.haha but its too ex.27bucks! but i've set a goal for myself.when i bring 10 people to God personally,i'll go get that for myself! hope it'll still be there.haha
so i ended up buying a pair of slippers for myself and a denim skirt for hannah..probably the first skirt she'll ever have in her life other than e uniform :) n she's gonna wear it on sat!it feels great to bless,indeed its blessed to be a blessing.
then we met up with sandy angela choonmin and hannah for dinner.our valentines dinner at yoshi.n daniel came all e way here to give his cor team a rose! hehe i was telling jinqi that i'll marry the guy who gives me the first bouquet of rose..thank God he was giam enough to just give one.opps but the rose is a little lousy..heh,the petals dropped like there's no tmr after an hour.*pondering about the right one that God's gonna give me*
i feel hungry..not that kind of hungry that i feel every other minute,but its really that kind of hunger for something special,a more adventurous adventure with my loved one..
Dad put something in my life recently,something that he would never 3 years ago..probably he trusts me that i'm mature enough for it..so all e more i wanna feel honoured of the trust and live up to it. thankful thankful!
am so excited for baptism on sun! finally i feel ready for it! not that the fact that i'm old enough in church,but i've really understood the special love and im ultra convicted of the kind of commitment in the mission.hmm but i'm still not sure of my baptism name,im so greedy that i want so many qualities and characters that i cant even decide one that i want.hmm..
reminded of:the areas of growth for this month-strong family ties,mood swing,and e last bits of insecurity..hmm
[i feel like a little girl,trying to conquer the whole wide world]

Soared at 2/14/2006 11:30:00 PM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

credits for the layout
(c) 2006 EMILY.