let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

finally have the time to really sit down and reflect about my past few weeks and note down significant events!
let see....
19th feb: my long awaited funeral-water baptism!
oh wow! its a day that even when i lose my memory i wont forget.finally had the chance to testify God's faithfulness and goodness in my life to not just one person,but to a ball room of people.n i almost teared,you know,when u talk abt your life, think about how faithful God has been and all,cant help but give thanx.

felt a little sad knowing that its not on the beach but at big splash,you know,it feels diff,but thank God! water at big splash's cleaner and clearer.though lotsa salt particles...

[listening to the well memorized speech of my dear shepherd]

oh oh i have to tell you the story of my shepherd and i..it all started with this conversation:
winnie: daniel arh, do you know who's my shepherd?
daniel: yah i know, you guess?
winnie: hmm eelee? jinqi's one is eelee oso
daniel:nope
winnie: shirls?
daniel:nope
winnie(frustrated):shuzhen?!
daniel: no is ziying
winnie: first got a shock,then jumped for joy.

so at night,being the very nice me,i msged ziying! n told her how i looked up to her and excited n all, n told her all my plans abt o levels and all. after that i went to sleep with satisfaction:) and after awhile i received a davastating msg: ah girl arh,you tell me all your plans while u're suppose to 4ward to your shepherd.
!!!!????!!!!
winnie was disappointed and thought that probably she didint know yet.will wait.

not long after,liping,knowing my new shepherd,asked ziying:
you are winnie's new shepherd right?
ziying: huh?!
liping: huh?!
both puzzled.

and after many confision, ziying finally realized it two weeks after i knew it,n thats in the morning of my baptism day. hehe

okay back to my baptism.so i was dipped,couldnt rememeber the feeling, but just plain joy,yayness.and the best part came..the prayer.

and this verse was spoken thru shirls:
jushua 24:15
[as for me and my household,we will serve the Lord]
teared...
thats my fundamental and most important calling.often i worry, i fear, im scared,and then i forget. thank God for reminding me.it's gonna be done through me. definitely.

okay! this entry's too long..ending here..continue next entry. :)

Soared at 3/09/2006 10:56:00 PM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

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(c) 2006 EMILY.