let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

and now is time to talk about march! our passion week.n it all started with pclm when the spirit moved and touched all our hearts.
"why do they have to stay in the kingdom of darkness longer?"
"why do they have to continue such a life for God knows how long?"
"why isnt the gospel attractive enough?"
"how can we allow the kingdom of darkness celebrate over their retained converts?!"
all these sinked into my heart.....the tears,the conviction, the unity in spirit..ohoh! and kelly's 201! will never forget.
then was the cl activation meeting..when daniel almost scared kelly to tears..
"i really want my 20!" haha it was like bbaabbyyy ccrraavvvinngg for mmiiiilllk!

i like this pic! taken in cl activation meeting..hehe everyone looks very funny.

dear Dad, you have to help me love people more! people with different kind of background, diff pasts, diff character, diff race...i wanna love them all, just like how you loved all of us! who knows, i may be the only christian they know,n if i dont bring the good news to them, who would? but God help me to understand also that you've given freewill to all, so that they can choose you or the world,if they choose to give up such a good bargain that lasts, hmm.....i will continue to pray for them! i need love thats unconditional,is not just being nice..but all i do, its out of love.

and oh my! talking about our passionate march..God is just so cute! so powerful in answering prayers and rewarding our effort, so miraculous in speaking to us and assuring us of our 216. the jigsaw puzzle speaks louder than anything else..oh my oh my! its too good not to be true.

today i read the word and prayed like nobody's business, like theres no tmr! the desire just overflows.i felt like a lunatic,talking to the invisible,putting my trust in someone unseen,and reading the word about someone in heaven,well, thats when it becomes supernatural.thats when unspeakable joy comes and thats when i decide to continue this race.

[i really worked very hard] thats the only thing i long to say at the end.

and in accordance with our 216, winnie's team came together to plan for sentosa outing! the team's so so funny,so willing to serve and so committed.thankew alvin sentosa,justin sentosa clara sentosa minzhen sentosa and xuanting sentosa! for your commitment and this whole thing really taught me many things.

winnie's team! with xuanting missing.

winnie's team, the girls! xuanting still missing

winnie's team, the guys! xuanting's still missing but this time is alright.heh

winnie's team complete! with xuanting ard and alvin's friend! the one who says temple more department more efficient! haha is so funny.

okay! finally uploaded all the photos of winnie's team that alvin wanted..
n i will continue to work hard for our 216! kelly's 201 and ca1's 15!

216 here we come!

Soared at 3/16/2006 11:33:00 PM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

credits for the layout
(c) 2006 EMILY.