let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Sunday, April 02, 2006

was pretty lazy to blog but after i read mila's blog, i cant help it but i have have to share with you about this girl!! she came for service yesterday, she was very friendly, very punk and very pretty! n she kept sucking that tube .....of sweet...n i tried some,with almost 99% her saliva in it..heh

so we went for service, she laughed pretty hard at shirley's jokes! and she was very touched by the sermon. and what makes my heart pulpitate is what she wrote in her blog and what she tagged on our blogs..hmm hmm..its been soo soo long we are encouraged by such responses, which never fail to assure me again that we have something good to offer! is more that a million dollar note, more that striking lottery, more than helping 50 ah mahs cross the road..its the bestest thing i've received in my life.thankew mila, really am so thankful for how God has touched you, how you responded so humbly to the word, and so thankful for encouraging us to continue spread the good good news :)

n this reminds me of gwen and sherilyn..........hmm hmm....i suddenly miss them. gwen are u reading this? im so sorry i always dont get to really talk much to you and talk deeply, to hear your problems and joy. i kept telling myself that i have to continue bring God into your life, for him to heal you of that wound, and give you heavenly peace and pick you up to face the world just being yourself again. shirley shared in sermon yesterday that we dont have to be someone we are not when we come into God's family,we are accepted just the way we are, without the masks we wear everyday. n i will keep u in prayer. though i may not understand fully why u've decided not to come anymore, but i still wanna tell you Jesus is really the answer to EVERYTHING. i love you gwen! thank God for putting u in my life. :)

yea maybe there's another plan, one i still cant see...n maybe i've caught a glimpse of it in the midst of my disappointments. but yesterday was filled with joy on the whole, i know God's still faithful and he has already granted us more than we deserve. for this whole month of march, God opened my eyes to see many things, so understand and become more conscious about human and our carnal nature, but also seen thorugh many deperate hearts that are willing to give their whole lives to God. ahhh!!! im gonna get scolding soon so i better go off soon! so many thoughts in my mind, share with u next time! :)

Soared at 4/02/2006 11:26:00 PM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

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