Sunday, May 14, 2006
INSTRUCTIONS.
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.
hehe my dear claire my superstar tagged this biggest fan of her..so i shall do it! since i've never really thought about it before..
ONE: I shant waste one point on saying i want a MALE, so i guess someone pleasant looking would be good! haha coz im scared that i wont be able to spot him among so many people! :)
TWO: he must have the same conviction as me! like those things i choose to believe and stand firm in, i should be able to support him.
THREE: aiyah i cant really think anymore...hmm maybe try to wear long pants more? coz leg hair sort of destroys the image of a PERFECT LOVER.
FOUR: hopefully he will like my idea of a perfect home :) that means we have one common room, and then another room for me and another room for him.we can decorate it anyway we want..its for us to spend time with our real prince.once in awhile,we'll have visits each other's room, n i can come out with some package thingy that includes meals and games! hehe the thought of it makes my heart palpitate..so exciting :)
FIVE:let me read his journal..haha n excited to read mine too!
SIX: swims with me! (does this sound wrong?but it should be okay what..he's my perfect lover!)
SEVEN:loves to listen to me sing. hehe that will be great! then i can sing whole day long and with someone who appreciates!
EIGHT:not loser loser kind..like think everything very sian..but be enthusiastic about everything..i donnoe why this point, but i respect those who doesnt have the sian attitude in things.
yay! im done! but looking at it it seems quite difficult to find eh..hehe n of course there are all those basic things that i think dont have to mention..you mean God will gimme a non-christian as husband meh? hehe n of coz he must love God more than he loves me. oh oh so am i suppose to tag 8 ppl ? probably cant come out with 8 though..
hmm sandy! gwen! seili! may! puiwah! shaorong(do u have blog?) i cant think of anymore people who read my blog le..so i retag ppl who already done it before..hehe claire and jinqi!
yay yay happy mother's day!
hey mum..one day when you finally take up that courage and come to God, and serve Him together with me...u'll probably wanna read this..
i remember it was p6,when i first asked you if i can go to service,you agreed pretty understandingly..of izit because i was the scary me that u didnt dare to object to it? yah the first time i went, i didnt really enjoy myself at y-hope..but somehow due to all the jealousy of my friend and all..i went for the 2nd time..n that was the time that i felt God's presence and love.i sort of forgot most parts after it..but i remember theres once i got so angry with queenie my shepherd then, that i refused to go for service that saturday. u encouraged me to go.yes, you told to just go.
i missed that phrase..because after that u never once did that again.knowing that im those who can commit to one thing wholeheartedly once im excited about it, you started to be worried..yes i know your point is always"i allow you to go, but it shouldnt affect your studies which is your basic responsibility."
as a young leader i didnt understand that, i took up every role and responsibility called by my leader, trusting that i can experience God in every situation that i allow him to.from then i often lied to you, in order to come out, because i felt guilty, of not completing my work before i go out.
things got worse between us when i neglected my studies so much that i wasnt qualified to take amath,and failing most of my subjects..you talked to shirls and tamar twice about my studies and once to shirley about some school thing. i must have broken your heart..i guess you felt helpless? you scolded me numerous times, and teared silently at night in your own room.i know it was never your intention to stop me from commiting to something good. but because of my immature way of handling my life,i've made christianity seem so bad to you.you've always said that i've wasted 3 years growing..that i sacrificed my studies and cca, and alot more things,,but if not for that 3 years, i wont be who am i today. that 3 years were hard for me, but i noe even more so for you.
you didnt undertatand my actions,which i slowly didnt bother to explain.you didnt believe that i loved you,when i said that 3 years ago..that scar's still in me i guess? i wanted to run away..but God reminded me of my fundamental calling..to help save you.so i persevered, i tried hard..i prayed hard..i changed.thankew for your trust in me now..now i know deep within me that u trust my discipline, you trust my decisions, you trust my maturity.im so thankful!
im so thankful that you enjoyed your mothers day this year..our gifts for you were very simple thing..yet you were so moved..i guess its more than those gifts yah? hey you know what? i think God has blessed you so much..your working environment, your health,he took care of you while i served Him hard..n now i wanna focus on you much more, i wanna make you a bigger part of my life, i wanna share with you my thoughts my embarrasing moments.i wanna make you my friend.that i watch movie with you, i go to church with you, i do quiet time with you, i pray with you, i laugh with you, i take neoprints with you, i share with you my crushes with you, and ask you opinions about my problems.n i wanna tell you my fav verse:
[joshua 24:15 as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord.]haiz..just done baking the brownie for may mz and xt..n i tell you..i FAILED terribly! baking is really not for me..the first attempt:burnt. second attempt:uncooked. n now still trying to bu jiu the 2nd attempt.hopefully they dont get tummy ache from eating that. another criteria for the my perfect lover is probably good at cooking! like wu di!! haha ( wu di is this china guy in my school who can cook very well) :)
hmm somehow i've become inconsistent in journaling..i miss those moments that God touched me through my pen..and script down our love story on my diary. gonna reconcile with it tonight.
internet down......:( gonna update stats in school tmr..i better remember!
Soared at 5/14/2006 07:39:00 PM
