Friday, May 05, 2006
oh my..finally have the time to sit down n update my poor blog abt history..those things that happened ages ago..hehe..as a form of gratitude, i shall still share with u my birthday blessings!
1.family! yup they were the first to celebrate with me..with my favorite food! my conviction in joshua 24:15 still stands, and the more i pray, the more am convicted that at this stage of my life, God's gonna work in my family through me. n i better ask God for more of Him and less of me!
yay yay..my beloved family with my dad missing.
and then........................its the dmw!!!!!!!!(daniel's mighty women) it was supposed to be a simple outing, but jinqi angela and elise were so sweet! they celebrated my bdae with my fav cheese cake and very expensive coffee..hehe. n n have we gotten our diary?? im so excited to share with not just my DAD, but with all of you every bit of my life. the 3 of them are such a great blessing, mix with them more, n you'll learn so much so much from them..these 3 powerful women of God. :)
(dmw)
yay this is us!
hmm hmm then it was my dear classmates!fangxuan, thankew for that powerpoint!even if i lose my memory,i will choose to remember that.and the cake and the card and all of your presence! oh my, it's indeed a great blessing to be in this class with this bunch of people. we didnt noe one another for long, but theres such unity and all. we laugh about stupid things, and get irritated with each other for lame jokes, we make fun of one another and complain together...oh oh n cheat on jumping jets and squats together!!!! its super funny..haz..God, thankew for putting me in this class meeting great ppl that i can learn from. i wanna be a blessing to them as much as they have been to me! :)
the cake that candy they all bought, thankew jamie for bring it home!
fang xuan, melody, with winnie peeping at probably some hunk walking by... :P
hmm hmm..then it was saturday, and thankew central a for the surprise game and surprise cake! i've never knew all of you deem me so highly, all of you have been great co-labourer in God, i love serving with all of you. all the fun, laughter, lame jokes, support and affirmation, makes me wanna give my life in this fulfilling mission. thankew for your love! i wanna love you like how God loves all of us. hey there are great great things in all of you that i wanna learn, like how choonmin's brain can react so fast, how to immitate zhihao like kelly does, how to be lame like sandy, how to open eyes till they drop like hannah, how to ask deep questions like puiwah, how to paint like liping, how to laugh like claire, how to do sound like mel does,and how to pose like minzhen does...and so many so many more things by so many so many different people with different strengths. thankew for bearing with me, n we will bear with one another in love too! yah? :)
okay i dont have a photo on the cake, but i really loveeee this! from liping!
yay this is it, am gonna use it to write down my learning points from all the books that im gonna read, and currently authentic beauty!
and and the next day was exciting! daniel's dmm gathered together for steam boat and stay over. n im so happy that all of them like my fav chin chow! i love to be with this team, its made up with so so many different kind of people, yet all of us accept one another as we are, and most importantly, we are united by the word. i had great fun! talking to angela abt deep stuff, seeing jinqi's true colour(hehe), catching a glimpse of how funny elise can get, knowing how much dan feng actually sleeps, getting shocked at how fast can jiehui falls asleep STRAIGHT after dinner,acknowledging my atm who generously gives food,and being sooo soooo blessed by raphael and daniel for their gift. oh yah! u know what they gave me? its a wooden keychain with my name AZANIAH and the meaning SET APART FOR gOD on it..n you know whats the best? my fav verse! AS FOR ME AND MY HOUSEHOLD, WE WILL SERVE THE LORD.its so meaningful :) tnankew dmw,spare tyre leader and the atms!!! this is the kind of team i wanna work with all my might with.
they were supposed to meet at 9 to do this, so how can i not mention it? :)thankew!!
n i wont forget what i got from my bestie wu!!!! the book that you wanted to learn me since very long ago..PURPOSE-DRIVEN LIFE! hehe indeed when i bless, God blesses me back,.i bought that for my sister for her bdae too! n God blessed me back with a BIGGER version on my bdae..hehe thankew bestie wu! n im so so thankful for such perfect plan that God put us together in pj, i've never thought it would turn out this beautiful. thankew for sharing with me so openly about your walk with God, your struggles and difficulties. n i wanna tell u im always there in the morning at cck waiting for you! though nowadays i will go to mac with the breakfast gang, but i love going to school with you! yup n im looking forward to greater times spent with you :)
yes! bestie cheng and bestie wu!
oh oh and 29th i had a great day with fangxuan xinghuan and ashley at kbox too! i dont have the photo with me..but i finally got to sing my lungs out without fearing that meizhen with scold me! hehe thankew for bearing with my zao-xianess and all.and fangxuan hope you enjoyed your bdae too!!
and you know what?! meizhen wrote me a song! im not sure if im suppose to put it up here and publicise it, but if she sees it and scold me, i will take it away.hehe when i was reading the lyrics on the bus i cried as if my boyfriend just dumped me.hehe
glassy stares,cold glances
hearts surrounded by fences
words kept piercing through merciless
no feelings could sweep through the heartless
oh lives live with worries
hell hath no fury
so fly, fly high over the mountais
like the birds soaring in the sky.
so let the love just fill the air
and live your hopes and dreams out there
give yourself a chance
and if life ever seems unfair
believe in yourself and dont despair
i'll be there.
find the rainbow in your heart
dont keep walking in your shadow
seek the hero inside of you
embrace the world today
just like riding endless waves
let the wind guide you through
and even in your darkest moments
i'm thinking of you.
overcome the trecherous sea
face it up to reality
dont give in
and if you ever feel lonely
maybe it's time to call a friend
give me your hand.
its amazing isnt it? meizhen !!!! am very moved, for what you've put in to write this song. and its really a whole new experience getting to know you, the kind of people i've never met before.many times am awed by your thinking,motivated by your dilligence and of cause get a shock from all those criticisms.haz.enjoy talking to you n knowing you more..and u are indeed so different and unique. :)
i feel really drained..i've been trying so hard to get through things on my own, to put it nicely and gek kiangly is faith, but i guess is pride? i donnoe, but now i noe the answer i've been searching. and you'll never know how thankful i am, to have God in my life. have you ever felt so tired physically and mentally, work is piled up as if its never ending, many problems and questiond in your mind, so troubled about so many things that you just feel like sleeping yet you cant...i wonder what will you do? for me,i had great assurance through out the day that i can have divine exchange with my king. n you know what, i have great peace in me now.so if you ever feel helpless and lonely, its time to turn to supernatural power that no man can compare.
[humility is thinking others better than myself]- now i know.
insecurity is not beautiful, humility is.
Soared at 5/05/2006 09:34:00 AM
