let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Friday, June 30, 2006

phew! its been a week since my last post. sorry blog! exam's more important than you cause God says that He wants me to give my ultimate best!.hehe so i did...at whatever point of my day or my night, i gave my best effort. n God is very jiang yi qi..He made my study sessions focused and fruitful. so all in all, i just did my best, so even if i dont do well, its God's business.haha

one more paper to go!

this week i've taken many lonely going home trips, n today i nearly fell asleep while waiting for the traffic light.and i realized that during these trips i think about people most of the time.there are ppl that when i think of, i smile, and some i frown, some that i give thanx and some that make my heart sink.

if these people know that they came to my mind, will they feel good? i think i will feel good when im being thought of :) however, to me they are just random thoughts,as in these thoughts may not mean as much to me as to the ppl am thinking of. do i make sense? hee but i believe people do like to be thought of.

it makes us feel that someone remembers us, and there are things we do and say that remains in people's memory.and then i realize that i can feel happy all the time cause God thinks of me all the time! haha and that realization makes me happy...i love thinking :)

okay my dad's here to chase me again...i better go..yay! short post this time.

prayer.....i want it to be a big part of my life, i want to pray as if my live depends on it. i want to be humbled before the king, i want to see my weaknesses and ask for His strength.may i have breakthrough in praying.

[put prayer into life and put life into prayer]

FIRE CONFERENCE TMR. :)

Soared at 6/30/2006 11:20:00 PM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

credits for the layout
(c) 2006 EMILY.