let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

haa everywhere i go, when i try to log on to my blog i see BLOGGER 404, its everywhere! n somehow this sch's laopok slow like crawling laptop dont have that.

its tuesday today,and was supposed to meet mel during my THREE HOURS BREAK BEFORE SOME IMPORTANT LESSON CALL PHYSICAL EDUCATION.but i was so tight down with school work, must check the chinese files, do history essay for tmr test and some camp committe paper..and i feel so so bad!! sorry mel!! really really sorry. =(

sunday was powerful, i could feel gOD'S abundant grace and mercy. i felt that He really wanna help me. He spoke to me, comforted me, taught me a powerful lesson and gave me lotsa ideas. thank you daddy. i wanna do ur ministry with you.=)

but honestly, sometimes i feel tired and drained out.always so busy,and hardly have time to listen to my soul...and i started to list out in my mind, what are the things that keep me going as i chose this path. am so thankful that earth is not my home, we are mearly travellers and pilgrims on earth. they dont build houses, they live on the edge, because at the back of their mind, they have another destination. n i cant wait to meet Daddy in my home. love what shirley said..we're living for the future, not the present. if we are, we wouldnt have chosen this path.

and today i was teling xiaoyuan, am so scared that i'll end up just doing and doing without having a clear vision what God really wants to do through me. n as i thought, i realized that there are actually many things at the back of my mind that kept me going, that why till now, am not giving up.

things that keep me going:
-seeing M****** deciding to turn back to God and giving her whole life to Him.
-seeing V**** and C**** come back to Daddy.
-seeing central A growing from glory to glory
-seeing people like puiwah mel hannah and kelly doing much more for God and better than whats been done
-witnessing my own family salvation
-bring my close friends towards Daddy..

and many many more i have no time to type.. these seem far away, but God, i will never let go of you until i see these coming to past! these seem so narrow minded still, what about the world winnie? yeah i can have never ending dreams for God which i know will definitely come to pass.

so glad i chose this path.

=)

Soared at 8/22/2006 04:43:00 PM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

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(c) 2006 EMILY.