Monday, September 18, 2006
am here to update my blog! haha today had a great surprise!got so many tags.haha
God had been really really real these days, he's always been i guess, just that now i really know how to recognize them and fall on my knees in thanksgiving.
those simple small blessings in life are wowing me so much, never thought such divine thing can happen in my life, so easily and conveniently.oops i think wrong word.haa am glad God doesnt mind lousy english. yeah as i was saying, He really really provides for my every single need.
johovah jireh-God our provider
today, maths lesson pushed forward for the first time-shiyou desperately wanted to meet me-ended school early-met her and talked at kfc-a woman overheard us and started sharing her own story with God-and confirmed the word God has been speaking to shiyou-bought us a drink(when i was almost dying from thirst)-she didnt accidentally bumped into kfc and decided to sit down n eat some chicken-she was there for a purpose,a divine purpose.
more than just the conversation,how the whole thing happened melted my heart, i went home with some sort of a bounce, a kind of joy. n when i was in the lift, wanted to sing as usual,but really couldnt find the exact words to express whats in my heart. i could only say:
you are awesome in this place, mighty God.sunday ulm was great+ultra great. firstly is becoz of the blessing of breakfast by shirley and the milk from shepherd, but much deeper than that, i learnt about taking care of the soul.
the soul is such a profound thing to me, i dont exactly know where is it in my body,but i guess it's not even in my body, yet improper care for the soul can cause so much hurt.
we are running for longevity, to serve God till the very end, so all the more the soul is so important. have i ever felt tired all the time? joyless in the things am doing? choosing to be anti-social and dwelling in self-pity?
definitely.
i always get so task-oriented that i forget to listen to myself, and make time for friendship.i must understand spending time for myself is not always being selfish, n i always need these times to be still, and let god create some ripples in that river.
great insights.....
dont take myself too seriously, take God seriously. learn to laugh things off yah, holding on too tightly will drain me out.
i was reflecting and praying the other day, and realized the two things God's teaching me in my life right now.family and salvation. shant share too much, but when i've overcome it victoriously, i hope it'll be a blessing to you=)
am getting a little frustrated at history, just realized hist is really not easy. wanted to practise my piano to release some stress and i end up feeling more frustrated coz am so so lousy with the piano..haha and that voice came upon me again, go to the real source of strength.
anniversary was so heart stirring...theres no way to deny God's reality.just so thankful to be in hope, with the shepherding system and biblical ppl that give everything to God. still remember how i came to hope, it was when i was close friends with viola and she followed queenie my enemy to yhope, i got so jealous and decided to tag along.never expected that God used that jealousy to bring me so far.haa
i've been praying for you, wonder if you'll ever know?
wanted to post photos but it's gonna take me pretty long, wanna go back to studying. come again soon!=)
you must be greater in me oh Lord,
let all the rest fade away
draw me nearer to you each day
i yearn to fix my eyes on youfalling deeper in love each day.=)
Soared at 9/18/2006 11:05:00 PM
