let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Friday, October 06, 2006

haha read a couple of blogs just now,donnoe why i actually read on when they actually ruin my mood for my date with daddy later. night retreat! haa so i ended up reading my own blog to get back that mood and excitement and a sound mind. haa

meeting gwen tmr morning and we're gonna REFLECT together.i was just telling her my plans and she said she feel like reflecting with me also..haha she so funny.i think she just desperate to meet me and use REFLECTINg as excuse.haa wonder what will she reflect about man.

meeting ting after that and as usual am very excited. have no idea what are we going to talk about,it seems like there'll natuarally be lotsa things to talk and laugh about when we meet. oh well, God-bonded friendship. probably a wrong term, but well.haa

my promos have ended. yes the BIG THING which many think they wont get through is over. i wonder what God has planned for me.its so exciting to wait for the reveal of His plan for me..yet many times He chooses to hold back knowing that i may get a big shock.haa.

many things in mind i wanna do. sometimes i look at other people's life and i think they are so colourful and not like mine, but when i look at my life, im falling in love with it more and more.its as colourful, as fun, as fulfilling and probably more meaningful. thank You for such a life.=)

okay i cant wait for my coolio retreat, just hope i dont fall asleep.=) just a random post..

in God, we have special treatments.=)

Soared at 10/06/2006 01:52:00 AM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

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(c) 2006 EMILY.