let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

my heart is so gripped with fear and uncertainty..my mind knows so clearly that there'll be a way, things works out for our good and He's in total control.

yet my heart seems to refuse to understand those in my mind.

am not sure when will it come,and not sure how will it turn out..

its a test of my maturity..be worried? be still? i choose the latter.

i think of Job..when things of such happened to him, he fell to the ground in worship and said,

"Naked I came from my mother's womb,
and naked I will depart.
The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away;
may the name of the LORD be praised."
and whatever happened to him was much much worse than this..

He never loses control of things..in all things, He works for the good of those who love Him..

never experienced such things in my life before, yet i know things will be just fine.

yeah, all will be well.

you led me to a place of divine exchange.

all will be well.

God will make a way
when there seems to be no way
He works in way we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
walking closely by my side
with love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way.

understanding so finite i'll never know how are you gonna turn this around, yet i know You can.

thankew for that stillness, that joy and that peace.

Soared at 10/10/2006 11:03:00 PM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

credits for the layout
(c) 2006 EMILY.