Sunday, October 15, 2006
today today...seen so much, heard so much, learnt so much.
the incident today made me realize the devil's trap is so creative and so cruel,and am so so glad that i chose to put praising God above this stupid trap.alot of decisions to make, alot of blocking out of thoughts..and alot of joy.haha
compare and contrast!!
liping drew this!! talented jiu shi talented..it seemed to be such an easy thing for her to do.muaha.if is me i'll just draw some 14 stick women with all the similar smiley face.haa thats what im capable of.
central vision night! made me realize 2 things!
God really understands us inside out..knows exactly what we need at the right time and send the right word through the right people.lives that are completely devoted to Him,he favours and pours down blessings generously and abundantly.
kelly!i wanna tell you that am so awed by how you live your life.many things
went unnoticed, but all those u do in the dark, all those debates in your mind,
all those emotions poured out,they do matter. sometimes i wish i can be ur
sheep instead,cause i've got so much to learn from you.but i know God has
His purpose for this relationship and i wanna say i really enjoy spending time
with you.listening to your views and thoughts.your life is one God favours,
thank you for such a beautiful friendship.=)
and and the second thing...
am very thankful of the progress God has put in my life
in the past, after such events
i often feel condemned
that am not good enough, not doing enough, i dont deserve to be the leader of this group...all those stupid thoughts..
but this time round,i repented,i asked God for a second chance, and i started afresh with Him.
i've got the joy, i've got the peace of mind.=)read the article jiehui typed just now, about the uncle devil writing letter to woodworm, teaching him of ways to trap human..
he calls human
lowly creatures.yes lowly creatures..our dear devil that we always associate ourselves with calls us lowly creatures.
he distract us from worshipping the king by putting all these thoughts in our minds.
When is the worship going to end?
Why is the worship leader bridging again and again and again.
What is the prayer leader ranting and ranting about.
Prayer is such a chore.
How come only 30 minutes have passed? There is still 2 hours to go.
I do not like this song.he distracts us by making us conscious of how we look, about the person beside us, and getting someone to drop a message in our mobile phones or let our urge to go to the rest room becomes predominantly important.
the devil knows that we humans have inclination to rhythms and beats, Some of the songs of worship we sing are really jumpy and catchy. the devil's task now is to captivate us with the tune of the song and pull us away from the meaning of the song.
The enemy had put within the lowly creatures something called love and burden
for others. It is not good news for us for their burden for other lowly
creatures seem like a powerful tool the enemy uses to fight against us.
But our ever wise leader has devised a way to get around it and make it our
good. When the enemy speaks to those creatures to respond, give them the
alternative voice to point to them to someone else whom this creature has a
burden for. Tell the creature the respond is not for them but for someone they
know. If we manage to have full victory in this area, we will have a so called
altar call with people responding on behalf of other fellow creatures but no
one responding for themselves. How foolish are those creatures, they have no
concept that in such sessions, such thoughts only bring them closer to us. by our dearest devil.
these are just a small small part of all those schemes the devil traps us in..reading this just makes me fall on my knees in repentance,but before that hit my head real hard,
alamak! i feel for it againgetting late! i shall go find my best friend again..miss her already.haha.
you are really the greating thing in my life.
all i can do it's to cling on to you
and i know i'll never go wrong.
things may seem off track
but circumstances are not you
hear the trees, joyful cries
praising you and so will i.=)
Soared at 10/15/2006 12:49:00 AM
