Monday, November 27, 2006
to those who were concerned, prayed for me on saturday itself, thank you so so much. just to update you guys..=)
we managed to get the ticket for my mum and my mei mei, on the spot. went through a lot of breakdowns in the system, quarrelling with the people at the counter, begging and all.
so me, my mum,and my mei mei took the flight at 7 and my sis the flight at 8.
basically, my grandma couldnt wait for us to reach. passed away at 8.40
thanx again for your prayers, xuanting sherlyn and sandy on this.
thou it didnt turn out the way we prayed for, i didnt blame God, i was joyful. and really really appreciate your prayers.=)
i witnessed everything from beginning till the end.
the ceremony, the coffin, the cremation, the bones remaining and the tomb itself.
she didnt look like my granny, she looked like someone else's granny.
scrawny and..i dont know how to say..pi bao gu..
but no matter what she became, she's my granny.
i cried the least, yet inside of me, it was the hardest for me to let go.
i kept thinking about what i saw, the memories we shared ever since i was sensible. some part of me still wanna cling on.
but God is good. i will cling on tO Him.
i will love my family more.
i will bring them nearer to God each day
i will stay strong for my family.
yup just to update those who are concerned! am okay. will come back on 7th.
it's all about you, Jesus
and all this is for you, for your glory and your name
and this is ....
as if you should do things my way
you alone are God ans i surrender.
the song that came to me on the cab to airport.
He told me His presence will never fail me.
He was with me all the way.
yeah He still is.=)
my friends, as much as i cant live without God, you need Him too.
come on winnie,
let it go.Daddy, thank you for this family and the family in hope.really.
Soared at 11/27/2006 12:58:00 PM
