Friday, April 27, 2007
funny funny human beings.
what we think, is not how we act.
what we love, is not what we choose.
what we know, is not what we apply.
how we feel, is not how we express.

funny funny human beings.

its funny how we fear people's judgement on us,
and oblivious to what God thinks of us.
perhaps, people's views are tangible,
they affect us directly..
and God likes to hide,
He likes to be mysterious and doesnt like to shout.

when theres something within us,
that we find ourselves hiding from other people..
going back to the bottomline,
we're most afraid of what would people think if they know it?
and yet we forget that from the very beginning,
God sees it all..

we ask for help,
but when it comes,
we're reluctant to face it..
and rather cling on to the good things that distract us.

funny funny human beings...

as for me,
you would probably be astonished when you read my life like a book,
behind this mushroom hair,
there are so many struggles,
so many weaknesses,
so many distractions.
i wonder why God could stand me and still have not given up on me..

probably thats why He's God and im not.
thank God.

observed the power of asking for favours.
always preferred to be independent,
to do things on my own..
things i can handle, why make others do it?
but funny how i enjoy helping people when im asked to.
i feel trusted,
i feel im useful.
and thats how God asked us for the favour of spreading His love..
the task is huge and tiring..
yet the feeling that someone above trusts in a tiny ant like me,
would somehow make me feel that"oh....u mean i can do that?i never knew"
as much as im so thankful to be entrusted,
i want to give trust and depend on people too.=)

finally got to meet up with ting,
for our botak jones date..
in the end we didnt eat botak jones,
but shared our hearts like never before..

great courage we took..
to share something so personal and something even we ourselves are ashamed of..
funny how a friendship in God can cross out judgements.
and i realized that friendships that God favours,
will prosper according to His timing..
friends will come to each other's rescue just on time,
never late, never early.
compared to those friendships we try to rationalize n give great efforts to make it work=(

i feel so assured,
i know that even if we dont have time to meet up often,
God will bring us together in His timing, and in His own way.

hello angels in disguise.=)
yes, you.

Soared at 4/27/2007 11:46:00 PM