Thursday, April 05, 2007
stayed at home on tuesday,
partly because was sick and needed to rest,
but also needed an unrestrained time with God,
to think through about all that happened last week..
and the only word i could think of was
thank you.thank you for the meeting up with ziying that stirred my heart so much, and guided me in my every step.
thank you for placing in me a conviction that grows so strongly and hearing my cry for your presence and help.
thank you for the chat with my classmates that drawn us closer to one another.
thank you for the meeting with the st margs scgs and bowen that i get to open my eyes to the big dreams they have for you.
thank you for the meeting with nan yang that i saw sparkles in their eyes when i talked about your dreams for us.
thank you bringing alyssa across the line that made me realize how much these souls meant to you and to me.
thank you for the corrinne may cd that mel bought for me, as much as the songs blesses my heart, the action of it moves me.
thank you for the cake that kelly n angelina bought for shepherd's appreciation, it came as a surprise and with much warmth.
thank you for sherlyn's card that gave me what i needed to hear,to continue to cling on and give my best to my sheep.
thank you for the ulm that you showed me you're more real than i thought u were.
thank you for the encouragement that you know my love and desire to be used by you, those words meant alot to me.
thank you for jinqi and elise who showed concern during the stayover.
thank you for those random yet comfortable talks with xiang yu, that blesses my heart.
thank you for the meeting up with angelina that refreshed me very much, and gave me the courage to do something i used to fear.
thank you for the waffer and card puiwah gave, it made me feel very loved.
thank you for the sharing with puiwah and calean that showed me many feelings in them i never knew.
thank you for very caring classmates who were concerned with my flu.
thank you for mummy who showed me that she cares much more than i thought she does.
thank you for seili who listened to me share those feelings i could so easily hide from other people.
thank you for the little walk to teck whye that im very blessed by the cheap and "commoner"food i liked alot.
thank you for the talk with my classmates that revealed to me things i never knew about someone..now i can pray for her.
woah a very long list of thank yous..
i realized that a parent's need is to be needed,
and yet many times we children dont seem to need them.
we may think that going to the doctor on our own will save our parents lots of trouble,
but maybe they would prefer that we depend on their strength when we're weak,
that brings more love than us being independent.
how great it is to have a dream worth living for,
that gives me great purpose in everything i do at every point of my life.
at times i may lose my way,
admist all those the world tries to preach,
yet in my heart, there resounds a voice,
that calls me back to the refuge,
when im wander in the wilderness.
[staying on the road to your heart]
Soared at 4/05/2007 07:59:00 PM