let me soar.

Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

i think i must be more faithful with my blog.=)

today danfeng was saying that friends we make in secondary schools and JCs are the real friends,
cause we come together with no strings attached,
we do not already have expectations before we build these friendships.
i think that really made lots of sense to me.

when i look at my dad,
he has many friends, and when he needs help,
he always has someone to go to,
though they are not exactly very close.
and the other party would gladly offer the help too, cause they never know when they would need my dad's help.

perhaps thats what it is in the working world,
its like buying an insurance named"friendship",
invest for future benefits.

and i realized im in the last stage that i would have a medium for me to meet genuine friends,
im not saying that everyone else outside JC are baddies..
just that the friends i meet in school now are really friends i would like to keep for life,
and it would be great if we'll still be able to celebrate one anothers' birthday year after year..
oh! and go to each others' weddings!
*i cant wait to meet my husband* =p

someone said something like after jc we may not keep in contact with our friends anymore,
but at this point of time,
when we still have our friends with us,
he would give his best in friendships at each stage of life..
yeah something like that...i forgot who said that..
i guess this made sense too..

so my friends, i hope i'll be part of your future too.=)

having a great talk with jieying...over msn..
haha its quite rare since i always say i dont like to talk on msn..
oh well, i guess God can work in every form of communication so what makes me think i should only stick to the one i prefer?=)

my mind is having a ball of time,
been having great sharings and discussions with people..
and its really a retreat to my mind, to understand new insights..
it's really true, when i fast and pray, and focus my eyes on God,
even when work is hectic, and tasks are draining,
God makes me sensitive to the spirit, and im more refreshed than ever.

just hope that He doesnt mind a handicap toilet behind the canteen, at least it's spacious and private.=)

[when i think about the heavens
the moon and all the stars
i wonder what you ever saw in me.]

and yet,you've given me a crown,
what more can i ask?

Soared at 7/15/2007 11:06:00 PM

winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com

yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)

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(c) 2006 EMILY.