Sunday, September 09, 2007
read jamie's blog about her psycho-analytical take on herself,
about how different people she meets get to penetrate into different layers within her life.
she knows herself pretty well=)
i kept nodding to myself as i read,
yes yes! haha jamie is so like that!
blur but perceptive,
shy but friendly......
interestingly she ended off saying
"so who am i REALLY?"
"i have no idea=p"
its something i thought about recently too!
we dont exactly know ourselves,
our dreams,
our talents,
our purpose in life..
so we spend many years of our life drifting through empty shores,
some wanting to find themselves,
some lose themselves while seeking.
thats because we didnt create ourselves.
when Edison invented lightbulbs,
he knew exactly how they work,
where should the thin filament be placed,
and know exactly why they have to be round and not square.
but we didnt create ourselves,
often times we dont know our own thoughts,
our needs,
our carnal nature..
thats why David had to ask God to search his heart,
and know his anxious thoughts.
caught Bruce almighty on channel 5,
the God in the show said"who really knows what he wants?"
ultimately,
it cannot be more logical to believe that there must have been a designer,
to our genes,
our character,personality,
everything that makes us who we are.
when we start to question our identity,
just who we really are,
(theres a term in literature which i apparent dont know=p)
its our hearts longing to go back to where we belong,
afterall, its far too draining to wander around,
dragging our feet when we are made to soar.
so a life created by a greater power ought to live the way it is supposed to,
according to His timing,
and His wisdom that no one can fathom.
thats how i wanna live my life,
have Your way in me.
Soared at 9/09/2007 10:07:00 PM
