Wednesday, November 28, 2007
recently i've been telling people around that i wanna be a teacher..
my recent realization,
so i've been saying my conviction is to be a teacher...

but i was thinking about it another day,
being a teacher is not my conviction.
my conviction is to influence lives one by one,
so that more people can be discipled and sent out for the great work in the world..
doing something that doesnt have to be in the limelight,
but helping people to find themselves,
directing them towards God and not just the church..

but because of the insecurity i feel to be uncertain about the future,
i was quick to place my conviction upon a direction in life to work towards..
you know, it just feels better to have somewhere to go towards in life..
being a teacher is a rationale that i've derived through logic,
according to my experiences,
my hurts in the past,
and matching this and that..
and "tah tah!"
i've helped God lay out the plan for my life: to be teacher.

but i guess,
life's career is just a secondary priority,
in fact,
there are multiple ways that i can go, that are still according to God's will,
but the most important thing is to let god fulfil His purpose in me no matter where i go.

proverbs 19:21
Many are the plans in a man's heart,
but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails.

moreover i guess God wants me to learn to wait on Him,
to learn to be comfortable even when He doesnt speak.
waiting is such an art isnt it..
when its often oh so tempting to just craft out a way that will make us feel secure..

[psalms 37:7]
Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him;
do not fret when men succeed in their ways,
they elbow their way to the top.

haha yeah..stop comparing winnie.

teach me how to love.

Soared at 11/28/2007 12:13:00 PM