Proverbs 31:29
"many women do noble things,
but you,winnie,surpass them all."
-this,i'm living for.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
was reading the parable of the wedding banquet this morning,and cant help but amazed by how wise Jesus was,and how appropriately the parable was used to describe the kingdom of heaven.first thing that struck me was that God is so generous in extending His invitation to us,to enter His kingdom.those wierd promptings and stirring of the heart,was God poking and whispering into our soul,even when we shut Him off, He's always at the door of our hearts,knocking, knocking.and then i realized,people refused to go for the wedding banquet because they had their own agendas.just like how we all have our own plans,our own ambitions,and things we choose to pack our time with,till we have no time for God,oblivious to the fact that we're missing out on the greatest things ever."whats the use of climbing the ladder of success,only to find that it's leaning against the wrong building?"-James Dobsonand moreover, when we attend weddings,we got to bring gifts.so similarly,entering God's kingdom would require us to offer our finance,our time,our efforts.we've got something to give,before receiving from Him what's multiple times better than what we offered.and of course,when we've rejected God many many times,we forsake God's grace,and God will look for people whose hearts are soft,and would look at the invitation with gratitude.which reminds me"those who have tasted the goodness of God,and yet take the word of God lightly,will be easily abandoned by God."we're the one who really need Him.so so badly.wedding clothes are provided by the host,they are a must for those attending the wedding.those who refuse to put in onmay be too prideful and thought they did not need them.the clothes represent God's righteousnessthat we must choose to be clothed in.receiving salvation must come with obedience of the word in the later stage.God, help me not to take your salvation for granted,help me to believe with faiththat the wedding banquet would be so gorgeous,and with great things to offer,that i'll never regret forsaking my own agendato enter it.help me,to never reject any invitationand always view it as such a great privilege,help me to never look out to the door and be envious of what people are doing outside.they are the ones truly missing out.and perhaps, if im focused and concentrate on the banquet,i wont even be distracted by the things outside.help me,to also see the greatness of the banquetand then together with the host,invite people in,to see the greatness of it,help them to put on the wedding clothes,and lead them to be the chosen one as well.v14:"for many are invited,
few are chosen."
I want to be chosen.if the desert of sin in exodus was a place You test and shape the character of Your people,i pray you'll never forget to bring me there.
Soared at 4/23/2008 12:43:00 AM
winnie cheng azaniah=)
280488
onionzheng@hotmail.com
yo guys!my promise to you:
1.i promise to make your growth my goal, and relate to you with sincerity and purity.
2.i promise to build close friendships with a group of you and not make any exclusive.
3.i promise to not be emotionally dependent on you but be honest and open in sharing with you about my life.
4.i promise to not feel jealous that you are closer to other girls than to me,and i will not try to intentionally make myself special to you/
make you like me despite my desire to feel valued and special to someone.
5.i promise to put God in the center of our friendship,i will not try to leave you a good impression of me by holding back from speaking up when i see your life off track.
i want you to love God more not love me more.
6.i promise to not give any misleading signs(though i'm not really capable of giving=p).
7.i promise to humbly receive help when you are being the gentleman God has called you to be, but also to be responsible to carry my own load and not take advantage in any way.
8.i promise to be a life-long learner so that conversations with me may add value to you in any small little ways possible.
9.i promise to not flirt with you in any way(if im ever capable to),whether is it laughing at unfunny jokes,or paying special attention to you making you think that i like you.
10.lastly, i promise to not expect you to be exactly like pastor willy, but learn to appreciate your own unique strengths=p
to my future husband:
am so excited to meet you!
serve God together with you and living out the love story God wrote for exclusively the both of us.
but before this i really want to give the best of myself to God and His kingdom,
realizing the dreams that He has put into my heart
and to be moulded to become who He promised He'll make me to be.
i know you too will be excited to meet a winnie that God smiles at wide wide
i promise to keep developing myself,so that i'll present to you nothing but the best of me when we meet
so for now,i put this aside and continue sprinting in this race
and keep learning to unveil the beauty God has called me to unveil
till then,
see you.
=)
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(c) 2006 EMILY.
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